- Joined
- August 27, 2001
- Messages
- 5,490
- Reaction score
- 101
- Location
- Down by da river, hon
- City, State
- North East, MD
- Year, Model & Trim Level
- '95 Sport
There have been a million immature things I've thought about posting in response to what's being about me but I realize that fighting back is childish and only going to lead to more trouble. So my best defense has been not to defend myself. Am I guilty of talking crap about people? Yes. Did I say I was sorry? YES. Repeatedly. Have I "backstabbed" anyone? Other than verbally, no. My last option towards handling this was to get it all out in front of everyone and have this supposed "confrontation" at Paragon, where those involved could all civially discuss their greivances and get over it. Obviously that didn't work. I'm trying so very hard to let all this drop and go away, but Lizard insists on badgering everyone and trying to get them to "choose sides". There shouldn't be any sides to begin with.
I don't WANT to fight with anyone, I just want to go wheelin and to car shows and hang out in garages and laugh at my pals. That's not gonna happen as long as there are members starting rumors to further their own personal agendas. I never had an agenda, I was just talking out of my @$$ because I have a lot of stress in my life right now and don't even realize what I'm saying most of the time. I've learned how to shut up, but the damage is done and some people refuse to forgive and forget. After Fug goes back to AZ I'd like to drop out and get my life back on track without all this he said she said nonsense to distract me from what's really important, but I'll always get the "hey, we're going wheelin this weekend, you gotta come up!" phone calls. I'm truly sorry this is affecting the rest of you, I gave up trying to make things right because it keeps backfiring on me.
I don't WANT to fight with anyone, I just want to go wheelin and to car shows and hang out in garages and laugh at my pals. That's not gonna happen as long as there are members starting rumors to further their own personal agendas. I never had an agenda, I was just talking out of my @$$ because I have a lot of stress in my life right now and don't even realize what I'm saying most of the time. I've learned how to shut up, but the damage is done and some people refuse to forgive and forget. After Fug goes back to AZ I'd like to drop out and get my life back on track without all this he said she said nonsense to distract me from what's really important, but I'll always get the "hey, we're going wheelin this weekend, you gotta come up!" phone calls. I'm truly sorry this is affecting the rest of you, I gave up trying to make things right because it keeps backfiring on me.